hi i'm annie/artemis i like wales and the avengers and xrosseforp also i'm the absolute worst.

i'm a feminist.

Read the Printed Word!

it’s a whole different world when you’re told to smarten up
and sit straight
keep your legs tucked in
don’t give them a reason to attack
remember when you only wanted a drink and got slapped instead?

don’t talk about what you really want
when you look into your
mother’s eyes and realise
how all that love could easily turn to hate
you know you’ve never known unconditional love
but it never seemed so real
you never had to hide such a huge part of yourself from her
before

don’t get offended at all the gay jokes when they’re said
in lieu of the others that
cross their path
don’t let them know it hurts not because it’s offensive
but because you’re “one of the gays”
you’re what they all would rather shove under their boots
and step on until you were no longer screaming

don’t claim to be close to your brothers and sisters
because every time you look at how comfortable they are
in their skin it makes you slighty light headed
because how could someone be so confident when just existing as a person
makes youfeel like a burden

don’t talk about that girl or guy that caught your eye
don’t mention anything
in case you’re asked what’s your “type”
and you stutter to say you don’t mind
because you really don’t but there’s just something about the shock on their faces
when you start listing qualities of both genders
and every other gender
that exists on some plane
grind to a halt when you notice the disgust on ther faces
because how can someone be more than one gender
how can someone just cease to exist

don’t go shopping alone
lest you’re tempted to get something from both the men and women section
tell the cashier they’re for your partner
or your sibling
but don’t tell them about the way your heart clenched at the thought
of letting someone know
you might not be adhering to their idea of
heteronormativity

talk to yourself at night as you mumble through
your nightly prayers
that your mother could somehow read your mind and you
wouldn’t end up on the streets for it
tell yourself swallowing yourself alive every night
isn’t the right way to hide the truth from those
that matter
it only makes you dig your nails in deeper

maybe i’m not ready to come out because i don’t want to lose the person that matters most to me// annie (via ruininglines)
2 minutes ago on September 3rd | J | 7 notes

And you never looked for truth
in the eyes of your lovers
and the hands you used to hold
your baby sister with
shook while they raised shotglasses
to your dry lips
and you lost yourself in
floorboards that creak with settling memories,
heavy with the skeletons
everyone pretends
not to notice
rotting in the closets, in the cupboards,
in the shower with you while you do not cry
only wish you could close your ears
because the words that have been spilled
in this house
are all like a rising tide around your ankles
warm recollections of insults that you
cannot shake no matter how many times
you weep yourself empty

and they say buildings cannot break people,
only break themselves
maybe they cannot see that the paint
on your smile
is starting to crack off
maybe they cannot hear it, they cannot hear
every time you were reminded that your very skin
is full of failure, is full of mistake, is full of
a wild desire to self-destruct
maybe they were raised in homes where
dinner meant more than a death match
maybe there were more hugs than
nightmares, maybe they don’t associate family
with grease and closed doors and sitting in bed with
a pillow over their heads, trying to block
the sound of
everyone you love
admitting
they love no one at all

and they say buildings cannot break people
because buildings are only objects, that any house
can be a home if you have enough throw pillows
and potted plants

maybe they never stood shivering with skinny ankles,
grasping onto the glass shards that make up their
blood ties,
palms and arms and spines all
scratched up, making friends with cigarette smoke
and bad choices, holding on to the ones who
hurt them the worst, burning every good bridge
they come across
because the ones who were supposed to love them
unconditionally
never remember to be kind

they say that buildings cannot break people
maybe they never sat on their bed and
stared up at the moon and
realized that their whole lives
they have been lost, they
have never really fit
that they have always been
homesick.

"I’m just starting to realize how fucked up my family life is, how much it damaged my spirit and self-confidence." /// r.i.d (via inkskinned)
9 minutes ago on September 3rd | J | 1,455 notes
Tagged as: #words #about me 
harrysadad:

hey yall i make like 63927923 follow forevers but thats gonna stop now cause yknow… school.. i hope everyone has a good school year!!!!! and if ur not in school nonetheless i hope u have a positive year!! and also can someone please stop my excessive creating of follow forevers
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harrysadad:

hey yall i make like 63927923 follow forevers but thats gonna stop now cause yknow… school.. i hope everyone has a good school year!!!!! and if ur not in school nonetheless i hope u have a positive year!! and also can someone please stop my excessive creating of follow forevers

17gay * 2chaines * 2k11louis * 347600 * analfistme * antiteen * benderliam * birdsphere * bitchasslouis * booloundon * breadbowling * bus1zouis * buttx5cockblocksquad * cubanblogcutielewis * deadharry2k14 * decemberziall * definegirlfriends * defineboyfriends * dimpledlouis * donacster * drunkybuddha * eleanonono * eleanorpoopsexoticgoats * expensiveharry * fistmedrake *  flockuh * fringekink gagmeniall * gardenlouis * getsby * gothfarmboy * groovyhomo * harryedvrds * harrygilmore * harryshispal * hasnochill * haveyoureadpermanent * hellathicc * hitmeupniall * hoe4harry * hoenarryholyshitlou * homelesshats * horanyewest * howdoyouwhisk * j4yajointlit * justhugharry * kimberlykardashlan * kindofsharethat * larrystylinsons * liamgotmoney * lipkink * louisemoji * louisfoxlinson * louisinsnapbacklouisloveszayn * louisnharry * louisnononolouiswiliamtomlinson * malilk * mclouvin * monicalewinskys * nachoed * nevschulmanofficial * nouisjpg * oopi * poolharry * popunklouis * quitespecialvenue * rapniallreadingsmut * rentboylouis * richdadliam * ripdrake * ropeanchor * samegig * sarcraicstic * subspacelouis * sugarbabyofficial * swimdeeq * taggedharry * taggedzayn * thesebrightlights * thiccccthotprobstomlincandy * tomlinsarse * tomlintrashtwentytops * harrysgettinghead * ungodlythighs * whiteemo * whiteteethniall * xmenofficial * zarriallau * zavadd * zaynalprobe * zaynscreditcard * zaynsfreepalestinetweet * zcuis * zeautifulzeysus * nouisandco * zlall * zrake

1 hour ago on September 3rd | J | 83 notes
I can’t abandon
the person I used to be
so I carry her
365 Days of Haiku, Day #123 (via idreamof-pb)
1 hour ago on September 3rd | J | 32,880 notes
Tagged as: #words #about me 

reblog if you want anonymous opinions of you

1 hour ago on September 3rd | J | 1,012,867 notes
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idioticteen:

justensbiebers:

when is 1d day?

everyday 

1 hour ago on September 3rd | J | 9,313 notes

osynileg:

its easier to say “they” instead of “she/he” when you’re not sure about someone’s gender so stop acting like everyone is making your life complicated

2 hours ago on September 3rd | J | 13,086 notes

safety-officer-barto:

badsciencejokes:

There’s a fine line between a numerator and a denominator.

image

2 hours ago on September 3rd | J | 50,023 notes

thicccc:

sorry im just like… SO annoyed bc i and other nb people have been asking people to stop tagging boys/girls for aGES and i KNOW everyone has seen them and literally just straight-up ignored them but you know… a couple cis women say “hey thats wrong” and suddenly everyone is like tripping over their own fukcing feet to apologize i’m angry i’m logging off sorry i just really hate the way a lot of you lowkey act sometimes w/nonbinary people LOL

2 hours ago on September 3rd | J | 6 notes
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crrabs:

*tries to get eight hours sleep in 3 hours*

2 hours ago on September 3rd | J | 35,009 notes

micdotcom:

25 feminist American history lessons they don’t teach in school

These are just the tip of the iceberg.

Read the full detailed listFollow policymic

3 hours ago on September 3rd | J | 40,965 notes

fauxyshazam:

"if you’re straight and white tumblr will lynch you~"

fun fact!! there are actual places in the real irl world today (2014!) where if you are anything other than straight and white you will actually get lynched! literally! they will literally kill you!! isn’t that wild??

3 hours ago on September 3rd | J | 28,690 notes

unfriendlyindianhottie:

You know what isn’t fair?? It isn’t fair that I can’t be allowed to flaunt my own fucking culture so publicly as white people. It isn’t fair that when I wear bindis, I have to always worry about someone seeing me. Not in shame, but in fear. It’s not fair that everyday, we are called terrorists and told to go back to our country. It is not fucking fair that when we wear saris and adorn ourselves with jewelry, we get weird looks. It’s not fair that white people take even that away from me. They have murdered my culture with their blatant disregard. And you know what’s even worse?? They have no shame in it. They wear those bindis. They put on that mehendi. They get tattoos of my gods. it’s just another culture to appropriate. There is no fear, not like I have fear. And that makes me so mad.

3 hours ago on September 3rd | J | 69 notes

unclefather:

i love that kids don’t understand the concept of money. i heard a kid at walmart today grab a bag of beef jerky and say “i’m just going to have this” and when his mom said “you can’t just take that” he said “who is going to stop me” 

3 hours ago on September 3rd | J | 50,414 notes

fantomesdenotrelit:

keeping mentally/emotionally stable for an entire day is so hard !! how do you do it how does it work

3 hours ago on September 3rd | J | 3 notes